Sunday Worship – 7.15.2012 & other musings…

19 07 2012

So, it’s been over a year since I blogged anything…  That’s PITIFUL!!  My new goal is to at least blog once a week to cover do a recap of Triumph – Nederland’s worship sets.  That’s not a hard thing to do, I hope…

This past Sunday was great.  We had only one band member missing – Pastor Anthony Fields.  I suppose he gets a pass – he and Pastor Deirdre had their beautiful baby last week.  We had some minor sound issues – Pastor Sara couldn’t hear correctly through her PEM, and Martin’s, our MD, talk-back mic wouldn’t work.  We plowed through, but it wasn’t necessarily the easiest thing to do.

Our set consisted of…

Rez Power by Free Chapel – This went really well; although, I never did get the melody line correct in one spot on the chorus.  I don’t know what as going on with me.

You Are Good by Bethel –  Albert Clavijo led this song this week.  The overall sound for the song was really great.  I love Albert’s energy when he leads.

I Will Search by Israel & New Breed – One of my all-time favorite worship songs.  It just says it all.  Pastor Sara blew it out this week.  I was a little shocked that she didn’t do the bridge, but it ended up being great that she skipped it.

10,000 Reasons by Matt Redman – I just can’t get this song out of my head…  Amazing stuff.  I’m so glad that I took the risk to introduce it to our congregation.  It gets a little wordy, but the lyrics are so powerful.  I also love the fact that we do the song where you really don’t know who is leading.  I think it helps the congregation really get into the song.

I Will Rejoice by David and Nicole Binion – In my opinion, nobody sings this song better than my wife.  There’s such passion and richness to her voice on this song.  I also LOVE singing the duet with her on the second verse.

Overall, there was such a sweet presence of God in the place Sunday morning.  At first, everyone felt a little sleepy, but we woke ’em all up a few minutes into it.

We rounded out the worship service with Pastor Sara and Amanda Trammel singing Anthony Evans’ arrangement of Your Great Name/Forever Reign.  This is such a powerful combination of two incredible songs.  The ladies were great together and really did a fabulous job.

This week, we have the perfect storm hitting us.  Our MD, Martin, and his wife, Amanda, are on vacation this week.  Then, we have youth camp going on which takes out quite a few folks.  Then, the Beaumont Campus needs some support, so I’m sending some vocalists.  We’ll see what we have left…  Should be interesting…

 





2010 was a BIG year…

13 12 2010

As I sit here looking at the Christmas tree and surrounded by folded laundry just begging to be put away, my mind wanders to the events of this year.  It has truly been a very challenging season for Sara and me, but when I think of all that has been accomplished, I realize how much God has been with us through every bit of it.

I just want to take a little time to give glory to God for some of the highlights of the year…

In the fall of 2009, I began to feel God leading me to further my education.  I began to research graduate schools online and had two schools to choose from.  After seeking counsel from my pastors, I decided to go with Liberty Baptist Theological Seminary.  I completed all of the necessary paperwork and enrolled.  Classes started on January 18.  I had signed up for full-time status (2 classes per 8-week term).  Even though I was completely overwhelmed by the amount of reading and writing assignments, I loved every minute of it.  After receiving very positive feedback from my professors, I began to see that I was going to succeed and surpass my expectations.  Although I have had to have student loans to attend graduate school, I somehow know that God is going to provide.

I began seriously running at the beginning of the year.  My goal was to complete the Gusher Half-Marathon.  In the process, I went to Tyler, TX to run the Tyler Azalea 10k with a friend of mine that I met on Twitter, Caleb Canal.  It was a really great run, and I exceeded my time goal!  I made a great friend and found out that the hills of Tyler were rough on the hamstrings!!

Gusher – I still cannot believe that I completed the Gusher Half.  13.1 miles without stopping…  I would have never dreamed that I would have completed such an insane event.  I can remember that I trained all during the winter/spring for the event with great weather conditions.  We had a cool winter with relatively no humidity.  The morning of the Gusher, we had an unbelievable amount of humidity, and it was HOT!  My body was not happy, thus my time was not great.  Hopefully, I can beat my time next year.  Even though I was a little disappointed in my result, I still can’t believe that I ran the race!!

In May, Sara and I moved one step closer to adopting our boys.  I can’t discuss any details of the case, and we’re still in the middle of a long battle; but I just know that these are our little boys forever and ever.

The summer of 2010 was a great year in our music department.  In May, I sat down to plan the entire summer’s music selections and gave all of the material to our phenomenal band leader.  Martin took all of the stuff and got to work with the band.  The vocal team worked very hard, and the end result was a power-packed summer of fantastic music and intense worship experiences.  To cap it all off, in August, we introduced a song – “You Are Worthy”.  It really was an amazing moment and one that I will not soon forget!

Also in August, Sara and I were able to participate in Israel Houghton‘s worship conference, A Deeper Level 2010.  This was my third year to attend and second time at the One Church Worship Academy.  God always meets us in a special way at this conference, but this year somehow seemed different.  The weight of the deposit from the Holy Spirit was just unbelievable.  I am still gaining strength from what we experienced this year.  Thanks, Iz!!

In September, I decided to join Triumph Church Physical Training as a part of the “Challenge”.  It is an military-based exercise program that’s just insanity defined.  We met 5 days a week at 5:20am at that Nederland track for 10 weeks.  Our instructors led us through some really intense regimens that challenged me physically, mentally and spiritually.  I got hurt at some point in the process and thought I was out for good, but the instructors made some adjustments to the program to allow me to be a part and ultimately graduate.  Speaking of graduate, the final challenge was AMAZING!!!  I don’t know how long it lasted that night, but I really felt like they were going to kill us.  As much pain as I was in, the feeling of accomplishment at the end was worth every minute.  I can’t believe that I was able to do all of that at 35 years old.  Either I’m stronger than I realized or am just plain STUPID!!

That brings me to December…

Sara and I celebrated our 6th wedding anniversary.  I can’t believe it has been 6 years…  I have the most amazing, talented, strong, funny, interesting, beautiful wife on the planet.  Thank you, Sassy, for being my best friend and love of my life.  You are an incredible mommy, too!!

Last Saturday night, Sara and I went to Grace Church of Humble, TX to attend their Christmas Concert directed by Pastor Hector Soto.  Pastor Hector and his wife Roxann have become dear friends and mentors of Sara and me over the past year.  God placed them in our lives, and I will be FOREVER grateful.  Anyway, the concert was BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING, WONDERFUL, SPECTACULAR, etc…  The musicianship was unbelievable.  I’m still just amazed at what we saw.  That truly was a highlight of my year.

Tomorrow is my boys’ 4th birthday.  I wish I could talk more about them online, but privacy laws prohibit it.  Just know that I could not be more proud of them and all that they have accomplished this year.  They are still dealing with the effects of the events of their lives before they came to live with us, but they are doing so good and growing up so fast.  They’re my BOYS!!!

I know there must be more that I am missing, but these were the moments that really stand out.  Thanks for reading about some of my all-time favorite moments of 2010.

2011 is gonna be even better!!!!





Sunday Setlists and other things…

13 10 2009

Good morning, folks.

First, let me get this thing going by discussing Sunday’s Setlist. I read someone’s blog from this weekend on FredMcKinnon.com that called this past Sunday “full of opportunities.” I like that. This Sunday for me was FULL of opportunities!

We had stage challenges from the very beginning of the day which sparked numerous sound problems. Some scheduling stuff got off with some of our musicians, so we were unable to start rehearsing until 9:05am when we are to begin at 8:30am. Considering this is the only rehearsal in the week, getting less than an hour to go over everything isn’t cool.

Enough about the “opportunities”, here’s the list:

Celebrate – Derrick Horne – Led by P Kirk Ellender
Saved By Grace – Israel & New Breed – Led by me
Heaven On Earth – David & Nicole Binion – Led by me & Sara

Choir Special:
Bless The Lord (Son Of Man) – Tye Tribbett – Led by me & Sara

Taking into account that I am being over-exposed, this Sunday didn’t go over well. I think the congregation needs a break from me. They shall get it.

Other stuff…

I started week 3 of Gateway to 8k this morning. I woke up at 5:15am and heard rain outside. I checked the radar on my phone and saw that it wasn’t going to last long, so I got dressed and got going. It was a slow steady rain, more like a heavy sprinkle, that lasted for about 20 minutes into my run. It was actually quite nice and refreshing. Every week, the program pushes me to run my personal best, and I have to say that I always feel as though I have more in me when I finish the run. I suppose that’s a good thing as my goal is to compete in 10k & half-marathons by the spring. Is it a sign of addiction when you can’t wait until your next run and get mad when you have to take a day off?

Yesterday marked the month from our final court hearing for the boys. We really don’t know how this is going to turn out; and honestly, we are tired of trying to figure out all of the what-ifs, so it’s ALL in God’s hands now. The guys are growing up so fast, and I couldn’t be more proud of them. Nicolas jumped out of bed this morning with the biggest smile and said, “Morning!” It was so cute. Nathen was dragging as usual, but they are learning to help more and be patient. They know the routine and are so proud when they do something to help. Jesus, please let these boys be ours forever!

So, here I sit in Rao’s waiting on my bacon, egg and cheese wrap. It’s been 10 minutes since I ordered it, and I haven’t seen it yet. They also don’t have the special coffee of the day out. If these guys didn’t have free wifi, I wouldn’t come here every morning!!!!! IMHO, they need new management. I think I shall share my opinion with the main office.

Christmas is still rapidly approaching. As much as I want it to, it just won’t go away!! I have to say that I am proud that I have found some really good music. We have already started learning some of it in our rehearsals. I think that it will be much less stressful of a season if we can have a real plan early enough. All of the last-minute stuff is what kills me! Hopefully, TPTB will come together soon and get a plan.

Enough of that… Until next time!





Worship Recap for 7/26/09

26 07 2009

I do apologize for not doing a recap the last few weeks. I have changed my blog site, and that had me kind of thrown off.

Here it is…

First of all, our sanctuary was transformed into a swamp for VBS this week. We had lots of challenges with being able to see each other. The set was GORGEOUS, but it was fun trying to be serious with giant dragonflies hanging overhead!!

Pre-Service – “I Will Rejoice” by David and Nicole Binion
** This was a quick change. We were going to do “Open Up The Sky” by Jonathan Stockstill, but I wasn’t feeling it. People were too distracted by trying to figure out what was going on on the stage

Worship Set:
“Awesome God” – Ricardo Sanchez
“Sing Sing Sing” – Chris Tomlin
“Glorify Your Name” – Lindell Cooley version
“God You’re Beautiful” – Anthony Skinner/John Ragsdale
“How He Loves Us” – Kim Walker/David Binion arrangement

Special:
“Let My Heart Dance” – David & Nicole Binion

GREAT DAY!! Once the congregation got over the shock of the stage being crazy, it was wonderful. We really felt the power of God in “Glorify Your Name”. Transitions were smooth. Band ate their Wheaties!!

The special was spectacular!!! It was hard to end the song. The folks just didn’t want to quit singing and worshipping. It feels good to get one right every once in a while… 😀

Lots of work to do this week. Meetings, planning, etc. on the docket. Here’s looking forward to next Sunday!!!

This blog is part of Sunday Setlists at FredMcKinnon.com. Check it out!!





How did I miss this?!?!?

21 07 2009

We got the boys on Thursday, May 7th. I distinctly remember putting Nate down for a nap on Saturday, May 9th. We had had some issues those first few days that caused us to realize just how deep the pain was for these boys. What was worse was that they were so afraid, they couldn’t tell us what was wrong. They didn’t trust us at all! All they could do was cry and act out. Once he FINALLY went to sleep that day, I ran out of the house into the backyard and cried, screamed, threw things for a while. I was angry. Not at our situation. Not at Nate or Nick. Not at Sara. I was angry that these boys had been through hell. Why did these little boys have to endure that kind of pain? I just wanted nothing more than to scoop them up and protect them forever. Let nothing ever hurt them again.

Somewhere in the midst of my outburst of emotion, I felt an overwhelming wave of God’s love. I didn’t know where it was coming from and honestly, I was too involved to really understand what He was doing. I was too wrapped up in my circumstances to stop long enough to hear what He was trying so desperately to tell me. All of a sudden this morning, when I sat down with my iced tea at Rao’s, He showed me what He was doing that day.

It was a picture of how He feels for us. We are His kids. Eph 1:5 says that “in love, He predestined us to be adopted as His sons through Christ Jesus, in accordance with His pleasure and will.” He decided to adopt us. We are kids that have been abused. Whether by someone else or by our own choices, it’s no matter to Him. The has enemy beat us up. Made us feel as though we are good-for-nothing. Abused us mentally. Taken advantage of us. Abused us in every way you can imagine.

Then, Jesus comes along and rescues us and says that He wants to be our brother. He says, “I have a Daddy that will take care of you. All you have to do is relax and realize that He will protect you.” See, that’s all I want – for Nate and Nick to relax. They are so afraid that someone is going to leave them. Afraid that someone is going to hurt them. They are so wrapped up in fear. My heart is screaming to them – JUST REST IN MY LOVE FOR YOU!!! You don’t have to be afraid anymore!

What an incredible picture of God’s love towards us. I can’t even write this without crying. His love is so much bigger than anything we could ever imagine. He gets angry when He sees what has been done to us. He gets angry when we can’t seem to trust Him. He looks past our outbursts and sees why we are acting this way. He sees that we respond to Him based on our relationships with our family and friends. He doesn’t take it personally. He just loves us. He knows that if we will just allow His love to overwhelm us, it will change everything. After all, He loved us so much that He gave us His Son. What greater love is this?!?! Eventually, once we surrender to it, His love will completely overwhelm us and change us from the inside out. (The worship leader in me gets flooded with 1000 songs about His love. Dottie Rambo’s “He Looked Beyond My Faults and Saw My Need” is ringing loudly this morning!)

I love my boys. (Ultimately, I realize that I may not have them forever, but I have decided to lay my heart on the line and act as though they WILL be with me forever.) Sara and I have a meeting this week to discuss the boys, and last night, we had to force ourselves to remember their behaviors and how they were when they came to us. They have come so far. I can remember quite vividly that Nate wouldn’t smile. He would start to and then catch himself and clam up. He would scream and cry for no reason. He wouldn’t talk to us. He would try, but the trust wasn’t there and he would just run and cry. All Nick could do was just be bad. He would giggle and do some crazy stuff and run away. There was no light in either of their eyes.

Now, we can see a light. We can see that they are beginning to trust us. There is a twinkle in their eyes that we haven’t seen before. It’s amazing to see the outward signs of what is happening on the inside.

Bottom line, we just need to drop the act. We need to surrender to Him and fall head-first into the ocean of unconditional love.

God, thank You for this love. Thank You for looking past the junk and mess and see the needs in our lives. Thank You for being passionate and angry at our enemy. Lord, we are accepted; therefore, we obey. We love You and want to be loved by You. Oh, how he loves us! Oh, how he loves you and me! Give us the boldness to share this love with others. Start with me!

Thank You, Daddy!